(Desperate, I will crawl waiting for so long No love, there is no love. He thinks he insane willing to kill himself for a girl just to know if she loved him or not. He feels awful but a part of him still isn't sure & wants to find out if it was ever really true. Then he realizes it took her suicide to make him realize that he really was in love with her but his maddness to try & find out drove them out of love for one another all because of him. He begins to feel proud of himself thinking he has her right where he wants her & she will send him a sign of how she feels then he relaizes that if she could see him his behavior would have made her not love him to start with & he feels disgusted with himself. He's trying to tell the girl that the more toys with him, the more he is slowly begining to fall out of love with her. He begins to think she just wanted to tourment him (as I lie down sore & sick, do you like that) & would killing himself too be the only thing that would make her happy & he is willing to do so just so he could find out if she loves him or not (If I had to I would put myself right beside you, would you like that). He trys not to care because he is mad at her for leaving him & even madder that she left him with no way of knowing is she loved him but is feels guilty about destroying it so he trys to turn the other way & not care but he can't do it & it continues to eat at him (as I look the other way, I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane). He get furious one night because realizes that neither of them knew the truth & he has no way of finding out if it was true or not (tell me how it should be) & through his rage he burns the pages of Jane's only outlook on the her life (as I burn another page). The only problem is she never knew & though he flips through the pages of his diary they never tell him because she was unsure herself & he begins to grow angry (somethings getting in my way, something's just about to break). He is driving himself crazy trying to find out if she really loved him. She ends up commiting suicide & he is both hurt but angry. Hence there being no reflection of her in the mirrors. It was mainly because she, herself, didn't know who she really was. She is depressed & she thinks she loves him but she is trying to keep him away no wanting to open up or be hurt. Also he wants to know more about her herself. He wants to find out more about the girl, the main thing is trying to find his place in her life. First of all, the diary is literal & at the same time it also represents her life. It's about a guy who is in love with a girl, Jane (obviously). I love this song, it's one of my favorite but I never knew what it meant exactly & all the articles & responses I have read about it never seemed right so I'm just gonna say what I really feel it means. Thanks for reading this, this is my first one. When Jane commits suicide (the graveyard in the video at the end) he gives her a rose as in forgiveness, but even though she has passed, he still wants to know if she thought of him differently than what he thought of her. "Die for anyone, what have I become" is when he just needs to be loved back but can't seem to find love because he still loves Jane. "So tell me how it should be" "Desperate I will crawl, what have I become?" Is when he is DETERMINED to find out where he stands. Not necessarily something he WANTS to hear. "As I look the other way" "As I burn another page" "Try to find out what makes you tick" is when he's finding more out where he places in her mind. Like I said before the diary contains thoughts felling personality yadda yadda yadda, when he says "I will try to find my place, in the diary of Jane" he's trying to figure out what he is in her life now, if he's a good friend, an enemy etc. "Somethings getting in the way" meaning there is a slight problem from him trying to figure out if she's still in love. When he yells NO he is either denying her cheating or denying she doesn't want to be around him anymore. This girl doesn't know who or what she is anymore, hence the no reflection in the mirrors. Anyways I think this song is about a guy that loves a girl, but they have already had relationship problems.like her cheating for an example. please? =] A diary contains inside a persons thought, feelings, personality etc. Okay this is my very first thing, so give me a break.
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